Every time I'm going to make my mistakes right I make another You see how hard I try to be more successful to be more hopeful But it doesn't matter how hard because I'm going to lose I know you want to say at least you do something No I don't I became a person who doesn't care to anything a person who thinks she's the best But I know I'm not . Every one knows I hate it when I'm too terrible in my social life I'm afraid of this life that I made for myself. I'm afraid of myself .I did become a lonely person who can't stand being among people. I act like a person who ran away from a cave ! I have nothing to talk about. It seems I'm not interested in talking with others and I can't get along with them. I'm alone . In the inside I don't care I don't want to .Though there is a life that everyone needs to act normal but I gusse I'm not .. I was but I'm not .... :) امضا: ننه سرما new thing !...